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i.
dear sunshine,
you are my bruises. welts
along my wrists, fingertips
dancing on my neck. bluebird,
you were a midnight mistake
leaking over the next morning.
you wept and all
the world called you beautiful;
we kissed the naked silence between your bones,
we watched you drown yourself in vodka and not-so-
secrets, and we brought you back to life;
we held you as you quaked
like a tragedy in its first bloom.
I called you beautiful,
and you used all of me
[I am as naked as the breeze, as
useless as a songbird without
a note. I am as hungry
the tide and as lonely
as the moon who calls
upon it; starlight,
you took all of me,
the negative space
between my
lips]
ii.
I fell in love
first with the taste
of you-- good weed
and the resurrection
of unmet expectations. when
you kissed my neck, I was
alive; I was a series of
sparks in a vacuum night.
you were a million moths
blooming within my ribcage, you
were the beginning of the story
I was afraid to open. I fell in love
with the goosebumps that
followed your fingertips,
paralleled shaking; the
hands of a dreamer who
paints the sky as he sleeps
dear sunshine,
you are my bruises. welts
along my wrists, fingertips
dancing on my neck. bluebird,
you were a midnight mistake
leaking over the next morning.
you wept and all
the world called you beautiful;
we kissed the naked silence between your bones,
we watched you drown yourself in vodka and not-so-
secrets, and we brought you back to life;
we held you as you quaked
like a tragedy in its first bloom.
I called you beautiful,
and you used all of me
[I am as naked as the breeze, as
useless as a songbird without
a note. I am as hungry
the tide and as lonely
as the moon who calls
upon it; starlight,
you took all of me,
the negative space
between my
lips]
ii.
I fell in love
first with the taste
of you-- good weed
and the resurrection
of unmet expectations. when
you kissed my neck, I was
alive; I was a series of
sparks in a vacuum night.
you were a million moths
blooming within my ribcage, you
were the beginning of the story
I was afraid to open. I fell in love
with the goosebumps that
followed your fingertips,
paralleled shaking; the
hands of a dreamer who
paints the sky as he sleeps
Literature
In Dark Silence
a pile of exiled leaves
and a grief-stricken moonset
capture
the secrets of fireflies.
A stranger to gravity, sometimes
trees know how to be brave,
standing tall
where the stars collide.
Literature
midnight aches and inside strangers
every night
I wake up to strangers
in bed-
the oaths
kept in the
depths of my
stomach,
live metaphors
of the fears
tucked underneath
these sheets
the dearest dreams
dead.
these are the cups
of warmth
searching for
a heaven
in my sorrows
a chest
cradled
in the riverbed
of a throat
choking in
tears.
fingers
plucking thorns
from the vine garden
that is
my neck.
They are the ones
stirring
waking
quaking
in my blood
at night
the magnitude
shuddering my bones
without rest
There's no fright.
only a contortionist
folding and unfolding
in my chest
while the moon
hangs,
my sky's pendant,
and just listens.
Literature
Entropy
i spin apart, a galaxy
ever expanding while
stardust confessions
trace icy paths down
my spine -- the ghost
of your fingertips
against my skin
lingers
even after your memory
fades
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i don't know how to process
i.
i'm sorry if this is visceral and raw i'm trying to understand myself, i'm trying to process how i feel violated and broken and
ii.
sometimes there are silver linings, sometimes people are good
(also i swear no one is physically abusing me. you know how people talk about bad first dates? an old man and his wife ran me over with their tandem bike. the guy i was with had to call 911 because she was unresponsive. just another episode in the terribly awkward romantic life of maddie the unlovable. /endrant)
i.
i'm sorry if this is visceral and raw i'm trying to understand myself, i'm trying to process how i feel violated and broken and
ii.
sometimes there are silver linings, sometimes people are good
(also i swear no one is physically abusing me. you know how people talk about bad first dates? an old man and his wife ran me over with their tandem bike. the guy i was with had to call 911 because she was unresponsive. just another episode in the terribly awkward romantic life of maddie the unlovable. /endrant)
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I'm sorry for your bad first date. That really does sound unbelievably awkward. I don't think you're unlovable though. I think you think that, but I completely believe that to be untrue.
As for the poem....amazing, as usual.
As for the poem....amazing, as usual.