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I was violet-cheeked and
diamond-hearted; a work
of art in reverse,
tearing between my ribs
and calling it beautiful,
and I wonder now why they
never taught me this in school;
the sepia-saturated glow life
gives out some point after
you’ve realized wishes are
for those who’ve not yet
woken more alone than when
they went to sleep,
they never taught me all
the reasons why or that
sin tastes sweet. I met
my maker once in a backalley
bar, stormy eyes and peppermint
breath, charming off a hangover;
he sighed, “I know how many
days it’ll take you to give up
completely. I know how many
dreams you’ve sold away and
how many lies you need to
swallow before you can fall asleep.
I know that you’ve never quite
grown up and I know that
you’re afraid of me” he
smiled silent and downed
another drink, losing himself
in the ramblings of a solipsistic
existence where “I” am finally all
that matters (and sometimes
I believe I was built hollow
like the porcelain dolls I grew up
wanting to be. cold to the touch,
perfectly fake, shattered
when my little brother wanted to see
how high she could fall;
the scars in the wood were
her only memory, my mother
grumbled at the scratches and
waxed them all away) on nights
such as these I like to pry
myself open, in hopes that the
butterflies nestled inside my ribs
will spread their dusty wings,
and they will call it beautiful
when I gray out, colors staining
the pavement like some rebellious
attempt at leaving a mark,
my calling card,
a poet come full circle.
diamond-hearted; a work
of art in reverse,
tearing between my ribs
and calling it beautiful,
and I wonder now why they
never taught me this in school;
the sepia-saturated glow life
gives out some point after
you’ve realized wishes are
for those who’ve not yet
woken more alone than when
they went to sleep,
they never taught me all
the reasons why or that
sin tastes sweet. I met
my maker once in a backalley
bar, stormy eyes and peppermint
breath, charming off a hangover;
he sighed, “I know how many
days it’ll take you to give up
completely. I know how many
dreams you’ve sold away and
how many lies you need to
swallow before you can fall asleep.
I know that you’ve never quite
grown up and I know that
you’re afraid of me” he
smiled silent and downed
another drink, losing himself
in the ramblings of a solipsistic
existence where “I” am finally all
that matters (and sometimes
I believe I was built hollow
like the porcelain dolls I grew up
wanting to be. cold to the touch,
perfectly fake, shattered
when my little brother wanted to see
how high she could fall;
the scars in the wood were
her only memory, my mother
grumbled at the scratches and
waxed them all away) on nights
such as these I like to pry
myself open, in hopes that the
butterflies nestled inside my ribs
will spread their dusty wings,
and they will call it beautiful
when I gray out, colors staining
the pavement like some rebellious
attempt at leaving a mark,
my calling card,
a poet come full circle.
Literature
stonemaze
sometimes, I pretend
our home is tinnitus
I scrape pine needles
into a horizontal bowl.
twisted scenery
settling in like snow
inside my finger
bones, stirring
up sparks. he
may be the last
explosive, a
fire fight that bites
through my palms;
may be the last
crackling
monolith to collect
spacedust on
his loneliness.
I should be left alon
Literature
inertia
i think i broke
some bones in my sleep.
i remember waking up
and saying i will do it in the morning.
my floor is littered with broken things
i meant to fix. there is a mosquito
in here growing fat on the things
i have intended to change.
the radio whose battery light is flashing
a slow sos at the darkening ceiling.
the piles of old letters stacked like snow.
the people who told me
they were lawyers and insurance
brokers in the elevator
one time at two in
the morning with the stench
of death on their breath.
the day my body stopped
healing.
Literature
questioning people
your DNA remembers
caves AND stars
(bronzed pulse
skittish pulsars)
we're space starved
graced ungrateful
faith unfaithful
flesh postcards
comets recomposed
we're heaven knows
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