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i. attraction
when my negativity finally
found something beautiful,
charged up like a bipolar
thunderstorm waiting to come
crashing down
(you were everything
i ever wanted and i
was entirely selfish) then
ii. simplicity
like the way our smiles blended
perfectly together and how we’d sway
to rhythms that never existed;
your eyes were a springtime day
decades before we were born and
happiness became an instinct
instead of a defense [until]
iii. commitment
like a jail sentence worn
around the neck. spine
contorted and screaming
bound too quickly by the uns
and nots and fear you never
quite kept at bay, we were
guilty of so much but
wrongly convicted because
iv. i was not meant for this
and every tear i shed was
another prick to your heart,
my darling voodoo doll, you didn’t
decipher the warnings, oh sweetie
v. natural disasters
predictable and uncompromising,
earthquakes rent your fragile
ecosystem and floods made it
even harder to breathe.
we were devastated and i
was the posterchild for
unavoidable tragedy
vi. departure
coffin silence, where the air
and everything it nurtured
dies,
where gravity never forgets
and where the almost-victims
realize even bleach doesn’t mask
the scent of resignation
vii. memorium
every time i shed my skin
or carve a new hole into a home
i feel your eyes, a springtime
breeze crawling up my spine
and i regret
the nakedness of my bones,
vacant and hollow
like youfound left them
when my negativity finally
found something beautiful,
charged up like a bipolar
thunderstorm waiting to come
crashing down
(you were everything
i ever wanted and i
was entirely selfish) then
ii. simplicity
like the way our smiles blended
perfectly together and how we’d sway
to rhythms that never existed;
your eyes were a springtime day
decades before we were born and
happiness became an instinct
instead of a defense [until]
iii. commitment
like a jail sentence worn
around the neck. spine
contorted and screaming
bound too quickly by the uns
and nots and fear you never
quite kept at bay, we were
guilty of so much but
wrongly convicted because
iv. i was not meant for this
and every tear i shed was
another prick to your heart,
my darling voodoo doll, you didn’t
decipher the warnings, oh sweetie
v. natural disasters
predictable and uncompromising,
earthquakes rent your fragile
ecosystem and floods made it
even harder to breathe.
we were devastated and i
was the posterchild for
unavoidable tragedy
vi. departure
coffin silence, where the air
and everything it nurtured
dies,
where gravity never forgets
and where the almost-victims
realize even bleach doesn’t mask
the scent of resignation
vii. memorium
every time i shed my skin
or carve a new hole into a home
i feel your eyes, a springtime
breeze crawling up my spine
and i regret
the nakedness of my bones,
vacant and hollow
like you
Literature
I'll Just Say What's On My Mind...
I’ll just say what’s on my mind
For everyone to hate.
I used to cry myself to sleep
And slice my skin with blades.
I wrapped a belt around my neck
In hopes of lifelessness,
And after failing even that,
I remained emotionless.
My mother used to cry all day
And my dad used to be ill.
My sister attempted suicide
By swallowing the pill.
My mother tried to kill herself
And we almost watched her fall.
She swallowed gulps of whiskey
And she blamed me for it all.
I have hallucinations,
And delusions, and depression
And fighting my own demons
Has become a slight obsession.
I’ll just say what’s on my mind
For everyone to see.
T
Literature
Does Death Hurt?
Does death hurt?
When the knife digs into flesh
do you fall into your knees in pain
or simply in shock of motion?
When you slip away in the dark of sleep
does the dream still remain
as you travel to worlds unknown?
When the drugs hit your body
does your heart stop suddenly
or can you feel the imminent end?
When the noose slips tight
does your head feel heavy
and your limbs feel numb?
When the water rushes in
to the castle only of air
can you feel your breath cut off?
When the dirt piles over
and the air runs out
can you feel the choking?
So riddle me this,
oh master of death,
does it hurt to die?
Literature
Fate be damned.
personally,
i can’t see myself with
the milky way embedded in my
bones, much less my heart. it
sure would be nice to wish upon a
star for our happy ending, but i think
my prince charming just
sees through
me.
i am a phantom
with wanderlust
stitched into my
lips and rose petals
inked into my skin.
these galaxy-fearing
bones would like to
whisper “i love you”
in every language of
the world,
because fate may
not exist and it’s
high time i form
my own destiny.
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Oh. My. God. I relate so much it hurts.